Why I got cold feet before my visit as well as afraid to leave ?
I was waiting four months for that.
I haven’t seen them more than one and a half year.
To be honest, it felt that I haven’t seen them since November 2012 as I wasn’t really there… just physically.
Although I spent 10 months in Israel before I left again, I wasn’t myself. I have wrapped myself with mask and shut myself and my heart from everyone (even if I was going out and smile).
As part of me like to be well planned and the other side of me like to be spontaneous, I tried as much as I can to keep my mind open. המשך…